20070922

Hey, have been really down and emo these days, and because exams are coming, and studying just makes me more emo, i have no idea how to destress/de-emo (because suddenly it's like no one to emo to/talk to). sad but nvm, shall just emo like shit till the end of exam period..which is about in 3 weeks time. great i have 3 weeks to emo all i want.

i just drank alot of bubbletea. i'm very full now and i feel like i'm going to explode.

oh and i love my brother more than ever. he's like the best! and i just realised i haven't seen lahlah for like a thousand years. i bet she doesnt miss me.

btw i hate injections forever. i know the whole world said it didn't hurt but believe me it did. maybe i'm lousy but whatever SO PLEASE STOP HITTING MY LEFT ARM. why do people tend to hit your arm when they are talking to you. because my brother did that at least 5 times and my mum did too (even though she was the one who scolded my brother for doing that)

oh yea wow i've got jiang tmr and i still didnt finish my compo. i really don't want to do it. but i feel so bad for cheating my teacher. she keeps trying to hint to the class that WE HAVE TO PASS UP PLEASE but then we are kind of ignoring her (some people). but she still doesnt scold and is so nice to us. kind of makes me feel guilty.


see the 1st boy from left in the 'children' (first) row? he's a really weird cousin. think it's cause he's at the stage my brother went through last time in psch.(the immature/irritating one)


i love my brother, he's so damn cute<3

i want to play badminton again. he's like my trainer HAHA
yay loves loves loves<3

蓝色的思念突然演变成了阳光的夏天<3
20070915

Hello everyone, i know i haven't updated in like a thousand years but i mean, EOYs are coming you know. and i haven't have much to blog about anyway.

you know they say life is full of ups and downs? is there also a saying that if you get something good you'll get something taken away from you? so that maybe hm, it balances out? so life's unfair (as so everyone says), you'll never get a happy life right? you either feel dull, or have something happy in your life but something really sad, or else the worst to have your life super sad and depressing. but i guess it's like, that's how it is right?

what do you do when you meet with a problem?

i mean seriously, it's because it's already started, so i know i can't undo the 'unhappy' part, so i make even more use of the 'happy part' ok? at least it would balance out better, rather than making the 'happy part' become 'unhappy', adding on to the big 'unhappy part' already. that would just result in....hm. whatever.

fine, i'm the biggest idiot on earth if you like to think that way. and now i shall do what i always do when life turns out for me this way - leave everything alone and let it be and see what happens (naturally). i mean, let nature take its course so i don't have to think. oh hurah.


i <3 my brother.


much loves.